Fuck It, Feel Forward
DD 045 EOD Reflection: Why the Void Is Filled with Magic
🎙️ Devotion Diaries: Frequency Reports
A series where energy meets strategy — and your ambition finally lands somewhere that feels like home.
No spark, just pure reflection.
So, let’s move through this together.
Lord. Today drained me.
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The kind of drain where your bones ache, your memory glitches, and your spirit feels like it’s running a marathon in the background while you’re stuck buffering.
And it all started slow.
Slower than usual.
I didn’t do my usual creative warmup—the thing that kickstarts my frequency, that gets me aligned before the world gets loud. I tried to honor the slowness, but honestly? I kept forgetting everything. Distracted. Dissociating. Looping.
System overload.
So by midday, I whispered to myself:
"Fuck it. Just feel through it."
Not fix it.
Not force it.
Feel it.
And that’s when I remembered:
Today is Jupiter Day.
Ruled by the planet of higher truths, belief systems, and expansion.
The cosmic compass.
🔥 Jupiter = How big can you dream?
Jupiter governs the 9th house—our house of purpose, philosophy, meaning.
And for me? That house is filled with a Scorpio stellium.
Meaning: my expansion is never surface-level.
It comes through intensity, death, rebirth, emotional excavation.
And as a Pisces rising, Jupiter is also my chart ruler—which means his movements are my movements.
When he shifts, I shift.
So imagine being guided by a planet whose job is to reveal what you believe—
the beautiful beliefs, the broken ones,
the buried ones still whispering: “Are you sure you’re worthy?”
ain’t shit funny no more
💭 The Inner Spiral
What cracked me open
Today was full of those quiet whispers.
But there were also treasures:
Moments of connection in the chaos.
New ideas.
Laughter in meetings.
People reflecting my gifts back to me.
Mini participation awards from the universe.
It reminded me—even in the fog, magic finds you.
Because the void?
That in-between space between who you were and who you're becoming?
It’s not empty. It’s electric.
🪞 Devotional Return
What I remembered through the breakdown
Somewhere between one call and the next, I realized:
✨ I’m expanding my capacity to dream—not just bigger, but braver.
✨ I’m reformatting beliefs like code, rewriting every “I can’t” into “why not me?”
✨ I’m shedding the version of me that only felt safe shrinking.
Every time I caught myself playing small, I asked:
“Why can’t I want this for myself?”
And each time, I met a version of me—
the one who was silenced, shamed, minimized—
and gave her the pep talk she never got:
“We got this. You’re safe now. I won’t dim our light ever again.”
🌟 Your People = Fuel to Your Flame.
Today reminded me that connection can either deplete or ignite your spirit.
And I found the ones who ignite.
People building something from soul.
People not competing—but cheering.
Rooting. Receiving.
And in that energy, my desire grew louder.
I heard it say:
“Girl, step up. You’re ready.”
So now, every opportunity that comes my way?
I ask with curiosity, not hesitation:
“Hmm… where could this lead me?”
Not: “What if I fail?”
🔥 Final Frequency:
The void, the in-between, the unknown is where the magic happens.
Because it holds the blueprint of your next era—
not yet formed, but already calling.
So if today felt like a cosmic joke—
laugh, cry, crumble…
but keep walking.
Because the expansion is already happening.
And you? You’re already becoming.
With sheer belief,
DD 045 — Fuck It, Feel Forward
The void is magic because it's where belief meets becoming.
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